Has anyone told you I'm not breathing ? Don't try to fix me I've living in death. I've sufforcated in my broken regrets. I have noone around. Take me away. I'm dying. Blood is running so cold, I'm trembling. I know I'm waking but kill me, Please hurry :( Suddening I see all that's left .. My heart shattering on the floor like fallen crumbs. I'm not breathing.
If shadows took over my life. I wouldn't be afriad. Your love will find me. Guide me out to the light My heart and soul crave to live. Look at the smile across my face. Over seas it's a pathway. To happiness.
I have suffered. I got too tangled up in with the most dark and murky. And Pasoa knew what it was to be above and below. I done almost everything in this life. I seen without exit Hope loss but before I extinguish all the light I am trying to last in the world In my life I have suffered You do not know how many tears I poured out in my life. No, no, no. You don't not know. Bury me under and feel happiness. For you I'll give my life. I thought I never knew love But you came and took me away. I'm see myself going around the world And I can't find other love like you !!
Misunderstood and lonely, Spending time alone because it's the old me. I learned to much. I know to much. Is it good that I come to knowledge of such heartache ? There's nothing to catch me, nothing to look forward to except making others happy. What's in it for me, what will I get in return ? Who will know if I may be here tomorrow. Kind with sadness in my heart. I need someone to love me. Someone to hold me. When will you notice I want it with you more then anything. What can't you see and what does everyone see in me, please tell. I may be weak for myself, but I can be strong for you ! I will be your strength and show you how much I care and love you, if you let me inside your heart. Give you the world in your hands. My trust will be in you until I'm physically with you. I'm changing and become free of the old me. I'm like a newborn. Ready to explore this world in a new point of view. Will you take me by the hand and let me love you ?
They always say my writing is so dark but I can't help it because that's the way life comes to me. It's tears of blood running down my face. It's that time of revenge so leave it alone...I don't care what you got to say and you will come to find life isn't equal. This it what it is and it always going to remain the same. You can't change what tommorow brings, why do you try to change me? Leave it alone is what I have to say. You don't know the pain that I feel in my heart. Recklessly it's tearing me up inside. For living in the sititation, I pay for the price...I wish, I could change the ache but shyt Fuck everything just leave it alone and you won't be the next..